[ it's okay america, he understands, no judgment here. though it's good to see he's okay, was just in chill mode. but there was this interesting sort of opener, hearing his tone in person? he figures that's just a thing some people are more used to.
taking a seat across from america there was just the curious look as he watches this--this is normal wigging out, making note. but it was an atmosphere so far wasn't it? ]
All over...? [ taking a moment to stop and think, he crosses his arms and looks up at the ceiling while slightly bouncing back and forth trying to figure this out. though as america goes on, there's the fluster that rises slowly but surely.
he's always doing this, isn't he? with the accents? no, no... don't focus on that. instead there's just the look with his mouth open for a moment, then leaning back with his hand to his cheek, and then open again... ]
I'm sorry, I...?
[ this has been happening hasn't it? it's not something he thought he'd have to explain so much. ]
America... You are aware we're both men, right?
[ all joking aside though, there's that slight lean forward ]
I'm glad the two of you have gotten to talk it seems, it's very assuring actually. But that aside, didn't he explain that it was a mutual conversation?
[ there was a rub of his head, looking away some to avoid direct eye contact ]
That time in the kitchen was after a misunderstanding... We've just been good friends from the beginning and we continue to be good friends, we care about each other greatly but know that it's not much more than that. It's okay if we rely on each other in... certain ways because we trust each other a lot.
[ a glance back to america, he gives a small sigh before waving his hand ]
So it's okay if he thinks of me as a friend, that's all I want from him. He's someone I care about a lot and I want to see him happy, and I think that means finding somebody that's got a lot more than what I can offer.
[ why do these situations make him so nervous, it's always like an interrogation. tilting his head, he leans back more to rest against the backing of the couch ]
I don't think I realized that... I'm sorry if you feel like I've been...? [ he wasn't sure, what was it? ] If you want me to stop being so close, I can. It's not like I'm looking for an overly romantic relationship or something like that...? The idea of that is actually pretty scary if I have to admit it--[ quickly he sits up and waves his hands ] N-not just because it's you, it's like that no matter who it is! I promise...
I like you, because you're pretty amazing, you know? I was just happy that we could get to be friends, so I didn't realize if I was crossing any boundaries you had. I love my close friends dearly, but it's very different than being in love--you understand, right?
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taking a seat across from america there was just the curious look as he watches this--this is normal wigging out, making note. but it was an atmosphere so far wasn't it? ]
All over...? [ taking a moment to stop and think, he crosses his arms and looks up at the ceiling while slightly bouncing back and forth trying to figure this out. though as america goes on, there's the fluster that rises slowly but surely.
he's always doing this, isn't he? with the accents? no, no... don't focus on that. instead there's just the look with his mouth open for a moment, then leaning back with his hand to his cheek, and then open again... ]
I'm sorry, I...?
[ this has been happening hasn't it? it's not something he thought he'd have to explain so much. ]
America... You are aware we're both men, right?
[ all joking aside though, there's that slight lean forward ]
I'm glad the two of you have gotten to talk it seems, it's very assuring actually. But that aside, didn't he explain that it was a mutual conversation?
[ there was a rub of his head, looking away some to avoid direct eye contact ]
That time in the kitchen was after a misunderstanding... We've just been good friends from the beginning and we continue to be good friends, we care about each other greatly but know that it's not much more than that. It's okay if we rely on each other in... certain ways because we trust each other a lot.
[ a glance back to america, he gives a small sigh before waving his hand ]
So it's okay if he thinks of me as a friend, that's all I want from him. He's someone I care about a lot and I want to see him happy, and I think that means finding somebody that's got a lot more than what I can offer.
[ why do these situations make him so nervous, it's always like an interrogation. tilting his head, he leans back more to rest against the backing of the couch ]
I don't think I realized that... I'm sorry if you feel like I've been...? [ he wasn't sure, what was it? ] If you want me to stop being so close, I can. It's not like I'm looking for an overly romantic relationship or something like that...? The idea of that is actually pretty scary if I have to admit it--[ quickly he sits up and waves his hands ] N-not just because it's you, it's like that no matter who it is! I promise...
I like you, because you're pretty amazing, you know? I was just happy that we could get to be friends, so I didn't realize if I was crossing any boundaries you had. I love my close friends dearly, but it's very different than being in love--you understand, right?