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[ciao]

[ upon hearing this kind of declaration, italy couldn't help but sit up properly now to give the other his full attention even though he felt that heat rise to his face again and the racing of his heart ]

A-ah, please... no, it's okay. He wouldn't do anything like that, Germany is very considerate of those things even if he's not used to them... that might be the reason why. Even from when he first kissed me he was worried about something like that, because of the timing I explained that it was the first time I've been kissed like that since my first love and I think he's misconstrued that to mean I'm still in love with him even if he's no longer around.

But I think that's fine, even if it's not really... It's a lot more complicated than that.

[ it's embarrassing talking about this, instead he just tries to smile it off before leaning in a little closer towards america. that subject was too much to get into details willingly honestly, because even if he pretends it's fine it's never just that ]

Germany and I have just always been close, we had a very different first encounter despite this he was the nicest anyone has been in that situation, even if he tried to get me to fight him constantly and I wouldn't do it. I think we were both pretty lonely, and that helped us to get along in the beginning. Germany is my person, and he has always protected me and even though I don't look like much I would do the same for him.

[ no, wait, too much gushing--get to the point! get to the point! ]

I'd also protect you too, because I have a lot of respect for your honesty and just general way of being. I know sometimes it's not easy for us to understand each other because we have differences... But I still appreciate you. There is definitely a certain charm that's very drawing, but I'll try to contain myself if I should be overcome with intense romantic notions.

[ for the time being he keeps his distance, as much as could be done on the couch anyway, as he gives the blond a warm smile ]

Thank you... for looking out for me, even if the idea of me being in love with you seemed like something less than ideal.

[herocomplex]

Wow. This sounds like.. some legit Dr. Phil stuff going on with you and Germany. I didn't think it was that complicated. Just.. 'hey I like pasta' and 'hey I like potatoes' and they go great together so let's get married. Or something like.. 'I'm super duper weak and I need a strong buff man' and 'here I am, I'm a strong buff man.'

_{[ He pops his lips together, falling quiet as he tries to dissect each part of what Italy was saying. ]}

Hey, uh, no problem. But you know.. you'd tell me if you were like.. I don't know. Getting all Italian-gay on me, right? You seem like a no-nonsense guy when it comes to stuff like this, but I don't know. Sometimes people don't want to talk about it and I'd rather just.. know instead of guessing 'cause someone is being nice to me.

[ciao]

... I think feelings tend to get a little more complicated than that, America. Though I suppose it is true that I'm drawn to strength in both men and women... [ thinking on this ] In any case, I think that you can rest assured that we have always been friends and continue to be friends.

[ a tilt of the head, italy pulls back some with his arms crossed over his chest to further reflect ]

Is it really so weird that people just want to be nice to you though? Besides, what if I do tell you something one day? What would happen? It doesn't necessarily mean that something would come of it, wouldn't it be better to just leave it unsaid instead of having you needlessly worry about something so trivial? I mean, regardless, at this moment I like you a lot and am aware of my limits and that's enough for me.

It gives us a chance to enjoy ourselves without having to worry if you're going to hurt me or the other way around.

[herocomplex]

No, it isn't weird at all.. it's just.. something kind of unexpected on my front. I know sometimes people think I'm a jerk.

_{[ Oh, look at him. Admitting some truth. At the rest of what Italy says, America chews on the side of his tongue, one of his legs bouncing up and down a bit anxiously. ]}

I guess it's just something I'd like to know than just.. worrying about the prospect about it anyway, you know? I can't help it, man. I worry about what people think of me.. probably a bit too much.

<sub>[ There's also the whole idea of having a romance with someone who is his own species, someone where mortality isn't an issue-- someone he couldn't lose, so maybe he'd like to know if there's a chance where he could have something like that, though he's not ready to say that yet.

Geez. He's really admitting some vulnerability here as it is. ]</sub>

[ciao]

Hmm... I think, it’s like sometimes you can be a lot and others don’t know how to handle it. But I wouldn’t necessarily say it impacts who you are as a whole, because there are other parts that you show as well. At times you can be very... charming, and that’s a lot to handle too, but in a good way.

[ taking in what the other has to say, italy thinks it over carefully. in this instance he could understand the feeling and the need behind it. pulling his legs up on the couch now he shifts and moves to close that distance to be face to face with america ]

This has been one of the most pleasant conversations I’ve had recently on this subject you know. I think this is the first one where it hasn’t been an accusation or a straight interrogation, and honestly after a talk I had last week I was very... scared, I guess?

But because you’ve probably been one of the most upfront and understanding... I’d be willing to admit to you if something more starts to develop for me. You don’t have to change the way you talk to or treat me if that happens though, because I really don’t expect anyone to feel the same way... but for now, you can be assured that I like you a lot.