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I mean if you were interested in playing with authority that's certainly of interest

in either role

I do recall saying you'd make a nice pet, I stand by that

When you were kneeling at my feet and you kissed my hands. It was very nice.
I remembered that even when you weren't here

There are other things, certainly
I do enjoy pretending, as you put it, there are endless possibilities
I think sometimes it's easier to talk to a companion when it's pretend

A lot of trust too
I'm all right with being treated roughly, I think you know that already

Please for the love of God don't show this to anyone

Is there something you'd like to pretend about?

[it was a matter of picking his poison: would he rather risk having this all in writing? or would he rather verbalize? in the end, it was easier to write it down.]

_{[ He tilts his head slightly when he reads over the text message. ]}

lol chill out man i'm not gonna dump all your dirty laundry out for people to see
i think it's kinda fun keeping secrets between us
it makes me feel like i'm special

:)

idk what being a pet has to do with anything butt thx

ohhh mannn
like maybe an action scene.. where i bring..
LAW & ORDER!!!!!

and save the day

_{[ can you run with something like that, Austria? ]}

Ah, the same general idea of the guardian/dependent scenario, that we were talking about earlier
That you said might be fun if it's only pretend
Being a pet is another fantasy
it was endearing is all. the way you kissed my hands, and you were very quiet and seemed happy
If we are talking about feeling special, that made me feel special.
"Worship" is a word I've always found a bit over-the-top but that's what people tend to say
Spoiled may be a better fit... I don't know anyone that doesn't enjoy being spoiled

You want to rescue me?

Or do you want to punish me?

I think either could work but this requires a lot of planning to make sure it doesn't go sour, especially if it's something you've never done before

LOL SERIOUSLY??? people pretend to be pets and that's somehow kinky??? isn't that kinda creepy?? i guess it's fitting given where we are at!!

oh mannn
OH MANNN
like at first i wanna show off my strength and be real powerful and mean!!! but then again..

if i'm a noble savior i think i would get a lot of praise and i like that!! like a hero

uh
me and the guy i was dating last time.. we talked a lil about it.. he's kinda the one that told me it's a thing.. so.. that's how i know.. i guess

It isn't any creepier than pretending to be someone's father!!

But it's true, I hadn't given it much thought until coming here
Obedience in general is nice to toy with, and that fell naturally into it, what with your tail wagging
it looked like something out of a charming photograph of a pet
But yes I could give orders or you could give me orders, it doesn't matter to me
It's nice to experiment with it

You could get praise for being unkind, too
I could revel in being mistreated if that suits your fancy
Or if you're the noble savior.... well
If we're sharing secrets
When I was much younger I used to think sometimes about being tied up and left alone, sometimes it was by someone specific but sometimes it didn't matter
What mattered was I was helpless
But in any case I liked to imagine being saved from that

I've gotten to enact similar things over the years but never that one exactly

_{[ the one, singular thing he gets from this: ]}

I COULD BE THE BAD GUY AND THE GOOD GUY

That could work.

Do you know ropework at all? You seem like an outdoorsy type.

yeah!!!!
and when i was a cabin boy on england's ship i learned a lot of stuff about ropes

like the only useful thing i can remember when i was a colony lolllll

That includes untying them too, right?

If you lie to me I swear

i mean if worse comes to worse we can just cut them
right

That could be exciting in theory but it is not for beginners

At all

I could demonstrate the ropework on you, untie you, and you could repeat what you saw
If that doesn't bother you
Otherwise ropes may not be the best option

Isn't there something specific you like to think about if you're daydreaming about something like that?
I told you mine
Don't be rude

_{[ he’s so excited he has to actually phone call Austria about this, sorry. ]}

DUDE, I CAN TOTALLY DO A BATMAN THEME WITH THIS!! LISTEN UP!!!
I can be the Joker first, right? Like a hostage situation!! And beat the shit out of you!! You said you wanted to be helpless, right?? Then later, I can come back and save you as Batman!!

[There's a long silence except for a couple of noises where Austria is clearly about to say something, but the words don't form. Until finally]

...I'm flattered.

I--

We'd need to discuss any... harm, but -- planning things thoroughly, that is to say --

[god the awkward pauses are why he was better off texting, america!!!!! saying things out loud is

it's rubbish is what it is]

Not my face. All right? Or hands.

[his needs are few, okay]

...I'm not intimately familiar with your modern folklore but ... the clothing is a very particular style, isn't it?

...I don't really like the smell of latex.

[what the fuck version were you watching austria]

Hahaha what the fuck! Batman is a superhero! In all black! Or maybe blue.. I guess it depends if you want Adam West Batman or Christian Bale Batman fucking you or not..

Oh, but I can gag you if you like stuff like that! I also know how to choke people out!

_{[ ??????????? ]}

I mean, it’s whatever you want as long as I get to pretend! You just tell me what you want!

Right, and... is it latex? I don't think it's latex now that I'm .... picturing

[uh]

Spandex. Spandex was the word I meant.

[no it wasn't, he knows his fabrics. spandex doesn't smell like anything.]

Christian Bale was in Little Women, wasn't he?

[He barely has time to nod and consider being gagged when the second part of that thought comes barreling past America's lips]

...I don't doubt you know how, I think all of our kind is adept at something like that, but -- in a safe manner!? I--I mean I know we heal more easily of course but I don't want to end up explaining anything to a doctor...!

I can wear whatever you wanna see me in, man!

_{[ Woah. That is.. a very generous offer coming from him. ]}

And whatever you want done to you.. I just think it'll be tons of fun and we can talk about as much as you like until you feel comfortable with it if it's something you'd wanna do.

I know I totally would be into something like that..!

Y-you don't mean that, truly.

[Austria's smart enough to go easy, but he knows there's no way America could grasp what that offer could entail.

There were points earlier when Austria wasn't sure if America was ready to delve into things that would involve a more secure sense of trust than other fantasies, but that reassurance allows Austria to relax a little bit. Especially after their initial misunderstanding, he's been extremely hesitant to go with his intuition with America. But...]

I... I can send pictures of things if I come across them, if you'd like. I don't know if you have a preference for roles, I... I tend to be all right with either. Ah -- leading or following, that is to say...

If you wanted to follow, you'd need to be absolutely clear what you want. I remember when... when you held my hands and made vulgar comments about them. And then panicked. I don't want that to happen again and I don't want you to be uncomfortable either. I won't be doing anything if it's merely hinted at, is that clear?

[And now he's dug himself into a hole, because that means Austria has to cut it out with the euphemisms too. At least if he doesn't want to be hypocritical.

Realizing this, he sighs, and there's a long pause before he says, timidly, quietly]

wouldyouwearaplugwithahorsetail

Huh? What was that?

_{[ He thought he heard him correctly, but also, he doesn't know what Austria means even if he heard him loud and clear. ]}

I mean, if we're going with this scenario, it should be fitting! But I guess I'm pretty open to anything otherwise. I like to show off! Um..

Maybe there's some exceptions.. like.. I don't know if I'd like wearing woman's clothes, but I've never really tried.

[grunt of exasperation]

A plug. It's placed in the backside and it has a decorative horse tail on it. They're very elegant. It doesn't matter. Forget I said it.

[cold sweat. can you hear him rubbing his forehead?

He listens, though, still taking this seriously.] ...That doesn't surprise me, given what I know about the history of undergarments at your place. [what] But there's flexibility with that. It doesn't need to be a transformation. For my own preferences I've never been fond of looking like anyone but myself, but if a négligée suits my mood I won't rule it out.

[Why is he... so easy to talk to? It's weird. Maybe, with America having very little frame of reference, Austria is less nervous about being judged. He's not used to talking about this so plainly. Even with people closest to him, he still feels the need to be indirect.]

I.. what? Why would I plug up my back side with something elegant?

_{[ Clearly, this is something he hasn't really explored before. Sorry, Austria. He doesn't sound judgmental.. just really confused. ]}

.. Okay, well! That sounds good then! When do you wanna do this? We can talk about it a lot more in person too.

_{[ It sounds like they're just hanging out but.. yeah. ]}

Why wouldn't you?

[the response is immediate and equally as bewildered...]

For your idea? ... Could you send me a reference photo for what you might like? I could see about making you a costume. I would need to take your measurements, if that's all right.

_{[ ???????
Austria, he hasn't played with a butt plug yet. He doesn't know what it's all about!! But anyway, it sounds like Austria wants to help out and he's down for it. Only.. he's a little shy about giving his actual measurements out. ]}

Uhhhh, hang on, I'll send a pic.

_{[ There's a pic. ]}

Like that! But you can improvise it however you want if you wanna make it sexier for me..!

[It's less about the fact that it's a plug and more that Austria wouldn't accept anything less than elegance, especially there...!

But he takes a look at the picture--]

--Oh, that's what you wore for Halloween that year, I remember it.

[He caught that he's ignoring the request for measurements, and there's a pause before he finally continues]

If you give me one of your shirts and slacks I can use those as a guide. But don't forget I have a tailoring area in the back room at my sandwich shop, I do this sort of thing regularly. I'm home right now if you want to bring something over.

A-and talk, I suppose.

[He has some things of his own that are just... easier to show than to describe verbally.]

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