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[herocomplex]

You think so?

_{[ Huh. ]}

I mean.. sometimes I'm not so sure about that. Everyone seems to be branching off and living with other people and I'm just kind of on my own. Not like it's a huge-huge deal or anything.. it's just.. I dunno.

Like.. I'm fine if that's how it's gonna be.

_{[ He is not fine. ]}

[ciao]

[ stopping to look up at america he considers this for a moment before drawing in a little closer ]

Are you trying to say... Do you feel lonely?

... I mean, it's okay if you don't want to say. But it's okay if you do too, I want you to be able to be as open as you want. It's hard to keep a lot inside you know?

[herocomplex]

Lonely? Hah! I mean..

_{[ fidgeting, fidgeting.. ]}

I'm just.. kind of tired of seeing people come and go in this place. Is that lonely?

[ciao]

I think... it's something that makes you feel lonely, especially if you were attached to that person in some way.

[ stepping in a little closer he looks up into america's eyes ]

It's not easy, no matter the circumstances... it hurts, and you think acting like things are okay out of consideration of those around you is best because they don't want to talk about it. But then you start to feel even more lonely because it's like you're isolated...

I don't want you to feel like that America, you're a good person and you should be able to have friends that are there for you when things like this happen. To help you feel not as lonely.

[herocomplex]

_{[ Italy, buddy. You're always so close. Though, America doesn't seem to mind. ]}

Uhhhhh. I mean.. what are you talking about? Even if I was lonely, I wouldn't do something like that.

_{[ He would. ]}

I act okay because I am okay! It's just a little.. I don't know.. I guess I feel like something is missing.

_{[ And he thought maybe just sleeping around with people would solve that, but not really. ]}

[ciao]

Missing something... I can only hope you find that something you’re missing.

[ offering a smile he reaches up to brush the blond’s hair back before holding his face gently ]

For now, since this is your day, we can do anything you want. I know it’s not the same thing as finding that something, but we can at least make right now a special and fun thing right?

[herocomplex]

_{[ His little dog ears perk forward at that and he tilts his head at Italy. ]}

Anything I want? Like all day long?

[ciao]

[ those dog ears were so cute, with the temptation there italy finds himself reaching in to scratch behind one of those ears ]

Yeah! Of course!

I like to think we’ve become good friends and I want to see you happy. You’re handsome no matter what, but your smile is really nice.

[herocomplex]

Hahahahaa, god, I mean.. I know that, but hearing you say it so often really makes me embarrassed.

_{[ Oh. He's grinning enough for the dimples to appear. ]}

This is kind of lame, I think, but maybe we can throw a frisbee around.

_{[ Is that his retriever parts giving him ideas? Yes, yes it is. ]}

[ciao]

Ah, no, don't think it's lame--I totally understand the feeling!

[ looking at america he can't help but continue thinking about how cute he is, coming in closer now he physically picks him up and holds the blond bridal style ]

We could go out and play as much as you'd like--maybe we could even play foo--ah, you call it soccer, right? We could play that together too.

[herocomplex]

_{[ YELPS.
Bu then.. relaxes in Italy's hold? He's a lot heavier than he looks, but of course, with Italy being a nation, it's easy for him to be lifted. He reacts by putting his arms around the smaller nation's neck. ]}

Woah! Uh.

_{[ A brief whine comes out of his mouth like a dog would make, but then his tail is slowly wagging again. ]}

I don't think.. anyone has ever held me like this! I mean.. maybe when I was a colony, but I don't remember much back then, haha!